I often dream of reading to you on a blanket of sun-warmed green grass

It is amazing how far we have come,
and yet we have accomplished so little.
We can generate the sounds of
Mother Nature with a simple click of,
rainymood.com
We love it so much, yet we run from it,
when caught in it.
Unappreciative. Unnoticed.
Ironically becoming,
Impersonal.
As is, you and I.

Nothing in life remains constant. No one is guaranteed love, family, success, health and fortune. The only thing we are guaranteed in life is the ultimate frontier of death. Change IS the constant. That is the irony of life.

Other Side

What does it feel like
on the other side of
love.

Perhaps like a dream,
floating, on an enchanted stream;
or a never ending bliss
upon One magic kiss.

What does it feel like
on the other side of
love.

One Lonely Night

One lonely night they met—
On the same road to no where
With a fumbled look in his eyes—
He recognized her flustered face.
They walked through every corner—
Took a turn through all the allies,
trying to escape the darkness—
that would inevitably engulf—
Only one of them
She stood by close, near his cold body
Him—infinitely detached from the sun
But they knew ideas of each other—
Once in their youth
She poured her heart out foolishly,
Onto the cold ground
Where he didn’t make it in time—to savor it.
As the snowflakes fell—he pulled her lifeless
Body into his strong arms, seeking shelter in—
One another under blankets they thought—
Would last forever
But blankets get worn too
One lonely night they met—
On the same road to no where—
With a painful look in his eyes
He kissed her pale face—Goodbye.

Walking on Fire

My fingers burn
in the breakdown
This part of everything
behind me

I fade into
Off the headlights
Crushing every feeling
That's in, me


These walls you've built
Never come down
One's a crowded number
When you're, one

Lights flicker still,
In your eyes
All across the ground,
I now own

You hear things that you can't see
Echoes on and off
Thoughts spinning out of me
What's your impulse for me


Time never leaves,
Until it's over
Shadow falling,
Never, stays

Deep treble lights
That they, cover
Softly slipping down my face

You hear things that you can't see
Echoes on and off
Thoughts spinning out of me
What's your impulse for me


I'm walking on the fire
I'm walking on the fire


Time's never still
In my mind
Stay where I belong
In your fumes[?]

I'm pushing back
deeper lies
Still wait,
Open to, you

You hear things that you can't see
Echoes on and off
Thoughts spinning out of me
What's your impulse for me

I'm walking on fire.

*Evolution: Walking on Fire*

Dreamless

Ever met someone, and just by looking into their eyes, you saw brightness in your life?
I tried to pick up the broken glass in my life...
I don't love anymore. My heart died and my faith went along with it. I couldn't dream last night.
I could live a life alone. I've always been alone. I could live life loveless. Love is not for everyone. Well maybe...love is just not for me. I could live life loving on my own, in secret, from afar. Admiring his beauty. But to live life without dreams? I can't do that. Dreaming is my way out. Dreaming has become my reality, and the world has become my nightmare. In my dreams, i'm beautiful. The world is beautiful. Love makes me smile. Looking into his eyes makes me smile. Like it did, up until yesterday. But I couldn't dream last night. My tears kept pulling back into this nightmare. I want to call life quits. Just give up on it. Death here, death there. Sickness. Sadness. Loneliness. Despair. Pressured. Hopeless. Faithless...........Loveless. Now. Dreamless, right as I was about to taste his smile.