I’m wondering on whether or not I should share what is going
on in my mind. I guess I’m going to take a leap of faith and trust you with
what I’m about to say.
This is going to be very long. And probably not make any
sense. And I still doubt most of you will even care.
I feel Isolated.
I cannot begin to explain what is going on in my own head.
It has something to do with time and not having enough of
it. Having a voice, but not being loud enough.
Having two feet and not being able to run fast enough. Having a mind,
but not being able to understand it. WORST of all… Not willing to use it.
No, this is not a suicide note. I’m not dying for anyone or
anything.
Today’s world has no moral. No worry.
What happens to the unique and talented? The truly unique
and talented? They get pushed aside and kept in the dark. They live in a studio
apartment, somewhere in the middle of nowhere. They drive mediocre cars, where mediocre
clothes.
What happens if you are an idiot willing to sell your soul
and body to be “labeled” as UNIQUE and TALENTED. You become a Katy Perry, a
Lady Gaga, a Kim Kardashian, a Mike the Situation.
They have movies made about them. They have studios fund
MILLIONS of dollars to make a crap movie or TV show about KESHAS autotuned
life. People are starving. I know five homeless men within a 30 block radius of
where I live.
“THEY’RE DRUG ADDICTS. WE DON’T PITY THOSE WITH WEAK
CHARACTER.”
Kesha does drugs.
Lady Gaga does drugs.
Katy Perry does drugs.
You’re all to blind to believe it. To blind to see it. NOBODY lives a life like theirs and doesn’t
blow once in a while.
But we fund their pathetic talentless, zombie lives.
We are their little monsters, their zombies.
People are getting blown up.
“LET’S BAN GUN’S, AND SLOW POT COOKERS”
It’s not in our human nature? To get pushed to the limit and
do something crazy?
You’re all going to think “DAMN-Elina has gone crazy. It
takes a crazy person to cause harm to others”
I’m not crazy. I’m not justifying anything or anyone. But
everyone harms something living daily. Minute by minute, second by second.
Newtons third law: FOR EVERY ACTION THERE IS AN EQUAL AND
OPPOSITE REACTION.
You use Styrofoam cups. I’m drinking from one right now.
That isn’t harming anything or anyone?
We spend a $1.80 on bottled water. We pay for what is
rightfully ours. We pay for the MONOPOLY of OUR OWN water supply.
We genetically modify corn to produce plastic.
We put aspartame in everything and pretend like it doesn’t
give us cancer.
We hang with our friends when they are happy, fun, and
willing to do pointless shit with you. As long as they are there for YOU. Will
you be their for THEM? When they are in deep shit, when they are feeling low?
HOW MANY OF YOU WILL BE?
“I’m a WONDERFUL friend Elina. I’m always there for my
friends.”
YES. ALWAYS. YOU’VE NEVER LET ANYONE DOWN. YOU’RE PERFECT.
YOU CARE ABOUT EVERY SECOND OF YOUR FRIENDS LIFE.
We don’t. AND YOU KNOW WHY? Human Nature.
Darwin’s LAW dumbed down. It’s not a theory. Open your eyes.
SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.
We are selecting idiots.
We have been slowly wiping skilled workers of the face of
the earth since the industrial revolution.
Replacing them with mindless people who can press a button.
Education is not valued. CAN’T YOU SEE?
Let me tell you what Webster’s dictionary will never tell
you.
Education: A quality most people should have. But not
everyone has access to it, and those who do, are eventually going to settle
into their mediocre lives and work just like the rest of the regular people,
except they can eat out a little more often and wear fancier coats. Something
that clearly isn’t of importance because Katy Perry gets paid MILLIONS for
waving her ill-educated ass on stage.
WHO YOU KNOW..DETERMINES WHERE YOU GO.
This social network is a paradox.
I am isolated.
Facebook brings together people to isolate them. It gives
you more of an audience, such that when you fall-more people will “like” it.
We live in a world, where we spend more money improving
technology, making technology smarter, faster. BECAUSE WE NO LONGER HAVE TO BE.
MY MIND IS A BLACK HOLE.
Nobody cares. How many of you read this?
PEOPLE DON’T READ ANYMORE.
We have audio-books. FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE FULLY FUNCTIONING
EYES. FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO BRAIN DISORDERS.
“I DON’T HAVE TIME TO READ ELINA! I’M A BUSY PERSON. DOING
VERY IMPORTANT BUSY THINGS!”
No, you’re a lazy fuck. Who pretends to know everything.
Because you believe what you hear.
YOU DON’T HAVE TIME?
You’re racing against the clock. And you never win. EVER.
Spend your time doing something useful.
LIKE
Reading a yahoo article on how KIM KARDASHIAN IS HAVING A
TOUGH PREGNANCY.
NOT.
Can you say you’ve done anything worthy in your life?
2ND LAW OF THERMODYNAMICS.
The second
law of thermodynamics states that the entropy of an isolated system
never decreases, because isolated systems spontaneously evolve towards thermodynamic
equilibrium—the state of maximum entropy.
WHAT THEN? What happens to us then? That is if
the human race survives to reach a maximum state of entropy.
There is something so truly flawed with human nature.
And this status is all over the place, just like my mind.
