Stoned

Always flying in the sky


When will he come back down


Cant he see humans weren't meant to fly?

...wow its 1 AM

Cold Tiles.

I've been laying on the bathroom floor for hours.
Feeling the cold from the tiles leak into my skin.
I could lay here forever.
The only thing I feel is the cold, but slowly the numbness is taking over me.
Did I really drink that much?
I draw strength from it..and yet at the end of every empty bottle lies depression. Loneliness.
I didn't hear you walk out on me... but yet the silence of your footsteps rings so loudly in my head.
If I could change anything...or everything?
I'd change nothing.
I'd take laying here on the bathroom floor. Over anything in the world.
Nothing is worth getting better.
I'm gonna lay here...until your laying here with me.

I cant even write...I wish I could put out all of my feelings into words, but i cant.
I feel like i cant do anything anymore.
My emotions are completely blocking out my ability to function...

Whats going on with me...?