Walking on Fire

My fingers burn
in the breakdown
This part of everything
behind me

I fade into
Off the headlights
Crushing every feeling
That's in, me


These walls you've built
Never come down
One's a crowded number
When you're, one

Lights flicker still,
In your eyes
All across the ground,
I now own

You hear things that you can't see
Echoes on and off
Thoughts spinning out of me
What's your impulse for me


Time never leaves,
Until it's over
Shadow falling,
Never, stays

Deep treble lights
That they, cover
Softly slipping down my face

You hear things that you can't see
Echoes on and off
Thoughts spinning out of me
What's your impulse for me


I'm walking on the fire
I'm walking on the fire


Time's never still
In my mind
Stay where I belong
In your fumes[?]

I'm pushing back
deeper lies
Still wait,
Open to, you

You hear things that you can't see
Echoes on and off
Thoughts spinning out of me
What's your impulse for me

I'm walking on fire.

*Evolution: Walking on Fire*

Dreamless

Ever met someone, and just by looking into their eyes, you saw brightness in your life?
I tried to pick up the broken glass in my life...
I don't love anymore. My heart died and my faith went along with it. I couldn't dream last night.
I could live a life alone. I've always been alone. I could live life loveless. Love is not for everyone. Well maybe...love is just not for me. I could live life loving on my own, in secret, from afar. Admiring his beauty. But to live life without dreams? I can't do that. Dreaming is my way out. Dreaming has become my reality, and the world has become my nightmare. In my dreams, i'm beautiful. The world is beautiful. Love makes me smile. Looking into his eyes makes me smile. Like it did, up until yesterday. But I couldn't dream last night. My tears kept pulling back into this nightmare. I want to call life quits. Just give up on it. Death here, death there. Sickness. Sadness. Loneliness. Despair. Pressured. Hopeless. Faithless...........Loveless. Now. Dreamless, right as I was about to taste his smile.

30STM

I saw 30 Seconds to Mars in concert, got home a few hours ago. Beautiful Band Beautiful Performance.