I Never Will

I will cry tears-
just so I can drown you in them.
So she can't get to you.
Because I never will.

I will scream loud-
just so i can deafen you.
So you can't hear her.
Because you will never hear me.

I will break you-
just so i can hurt you
So she doesn't have you whole.
Because I never will.

I will love you-
just so i can have someone to blame.
So she can have you
Because I never will.